My first kiss

     

                                    Here i am going to post a fiction. The reason why i chose to write a fiction is that atleast here i can fulfill my long lasting desire of kissing a girl which would never happen unless. But dont forget that most of the FICTIONS ARE INSPIRED FROM TRUE STORIES.




                                            It had been nearly 20months since i joined the college. I myself can sense a lot of changes within me in the past 20months.I kind of changed from a boy who used to be so careful and conscious about his life to a lad who is lethargic, under performer yet confident about his life. But one thing that never changed was the girl i had been looking from the first day of my college.Still i am not sure whether the feeling i have for her is due to infatuation or love or lust( so let me call it as THAT FEELING).




                                                           The reason for THAT FEELING on her was because she was the only girl in class who was "MY-KIND-OF-GIRL".  my-kind-of-girl means she has to be conservative, averagely brilliant,slim and most importantly beautiful.Not only she but the whole class including some professors knew that i had THAT FEELING on her.Because i used to constantly stare( to be candid, ogle) at her.A 100 times i had been caught ogling at her, but i couldnt infer anything from her facial expressions. I think   GIRLS ARE THE MOST ENIGMATIC THING IN THE WORLD.


                                           It was my 20th birthday.Got lot of wishes and lotsss of birthday bums.In the evening ,an unknow number flashed in my mobile.The most imaginative part of my brain guessed it to be her. And you know what, it was her. Her voice was confident,cheerful and filled with enthusiasm.That was so ironical.For a second i thought it had to be some prank call from my friends but fortunately it was not.




                                                       It seemed to me that her words had an essence of THAT FEELING.After few minutes, she asked saucily "what gift do you want for this very special birthday?". I replied stammeringly " a movieeee withh u???".With out giving much of thought she accepted.Surely she is not conservative atleast not as conservative as i had expected.


                                                      I dressed neatly, borrowed my friend's bike and went to the rendezvous.She made sure that the rendezvous was a no-man-area.For a moment i was awestruck looking at her beauty. At that moment i felt  THAT FEELING was purely lust.She got in the bike and managed to sit without touching me. But thanks to the chennai traffic and the strong disc brakes.




                                                        We entered the cinema hall.After some 20min i couldnt resist myself .I held her hand and our 10fingers locked each other.There was a shy smile in her lips.I rested my head on her shoulder.Still no protest.Something in my body was hugely raising( it was my heart beat).I moved my lips so close to her face that only a layer of air was between us.She then pushed me and gave me an abash look as though i was about to make her pregnant.That look made me realize that i had crossed the limit.

                               

                          




                                               Till the end of movie,her face was filled with hostility.I feared that this would be my first and last date with her.The movie was over and we reached that no-man-area to drop her.She was standing beside me.I made up my mind to apologize her.A nanosecond before words came out of my vocal cord,she pressed her lips deep in my cheek. My first kiss lasted for nearly 30 seconds and then she ran away with tons and tons of shyness.




                                                   Still i could not figure out what was running on her mind.As i said GIRLS ARE THE MOST ENIGMATIC THING IN THE WORLD.


                                             
                                                                               by  prem